People always say that God won't give you more than you can handle. I have even told that to my friends who have struggled. However, when those words are spoken to me, it almost doesn't seem possible. Having not succeeded after a whole semester of nursing and now having to stuff the same classes in one month? Almost impossible. There is only one way that I am going to be able to do it. FAITH.
Faith that I am taking these classes for a reason. If I'm not supposed to be a nurse, He will tell me.
Faith that He will give me strength.
Faith in my desire to be a nurse and my heart for helping people who can't help themselves.
Sometimes I begin to worry that my decisions in school and my future have been based on what I have wanted. That the calling I thought I heard, was myself. I don't want to live my life doing what I want. I want to be a light in working because it is what HE wants for me.
Then, after I start feeling insecure, wanna know what I do? I pray.
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.
-Matthew 7:7-8
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